Derek pov***

When I reached king Carlos the king of rogue’s private place and found my baby Pink tied naked to a tree, seriously all I wanted back then and thought of was two things only.

First. to cover her body instantly.

Second… was to kill that fucking king of rogues.

But she stopped me! I couldn’t imagine that she was doing that to save my life. Maybe because she knew how I became so stupid because of my anger. Yes, she was grown up around me and between my arms. She knew my temper and how worse it could reach.

I didn’t know if I could be happy for feeling how much she cared about my life or if I should slap my fucking face because I couldn’t do anything to save her at that moment.

I fucked up her life. I made her suffer. I made her cry. I didn’t even try to leave her to live her life happily with her real mate. But I wanted to do more and more even so I was very sure she wasn’t mine.

I was like a paralyzed person but not just physically but Mindy. I couldn’t think of anything to do at that point.

I growled insanely losing my mind and hurrying towards Pink, I took off my coat and placed it over her body.

The tears flow down her cheeks “don’t do that Derek. Just go away.” She said brokenly, staring to the floor.

I raised her chin up to look at me “don’t say that. I’m here for you. No one will touch you. If anyone wants to do that, they should pass me first. because it will be over my dead body.” I said confidently, rounding my fist in anger.

She blinked in disbelief, I know she couldn’t believe I might do that. I was the one who abused her day after day and night after night. I was the one who wanted to force her into sex. I was the one who used her body shamelessly to fill my bed sexual desires and to reach my climax. I was the one who filled her throat with my thick liquid.

I used her like a garbage heartlessly. So that was normal for her to not trust my words. But I was honest about her and about my feelings towards her. If only she could know what I could do to have her. And what I have done without regret to make her mine.

I fucked even my younger brother! I killed…. fuck I hate my brain when that old memories snap back again to that day. I hated that. but I guess I will live with that for the rest of my life. Feeling disgusted from my cruel me.

Me and Pink conversation was interrupted by the king Carlos 'who was supposed to be Pink father’ that was something out of the belief actually.

Maybe he was a stepfather or something!

“stop the fucking shit talking both of you. Don’t try to fake up how you care about her. I know and you know and even her know very well how horribly you have used her body every single night to fill your heated up the body and reach your fucking climax. To you, she was just a hole.” He smirked mentioning that and I wondered how the hell did he know about that.

That was a secret between me and my brother Garret and her. And for sure she wouldn’t be the one who will talk about that. that was a shameful thing and she won’t be proud of that.

Could it be garrett? But how and why the hell did he do that!

My mind was going to erupt like a volcano from eth overthinking evil thoughts.copy right hot novel pub