Aderyn Pov

Storming back into my room, I banged the door shut and slid against it leaning my head against the door sobbing loudly. My emotions were visible through my tears and what I felt the most at that time was hurt.

I was just a piece of joke for them. They must be thinking me as a misfortune.

Actually this is true. I am bloody misfortune for everyone. I should just go away from their life. I could never give any kind of happiness to them.

A small smile broke into my lips as I began to reminiscent the days I spent here. How much fun we did together. How Blake became my closest friend and Bell became my best friend. For the first time ever in my life, I was so happy. At least for the sake of their happiness I need to take this step.

What is the difference actually?

I would’ve have left someday, so what is the difference if I leave today?

I am sure nobody will miss me and Dylan he would be very happy. This was what he wanted after all. He clearly told me to leave last night and me, being a selfish chose to ignore his words thinking that he must be angry that’s why he spoke like that to me. It was his anger who was speaking to me.

But I forgot. Anger lets people’s emotion and feelings out. And Dylan clearly wants me to leave and I will just fullfill what he wants.

I wiped away the tears using my sleeves and got up from the floor. I went to my walk in closet and took out my back pack which I brought with me when I came here.

Quickly, I stuffed my clothes and got hold of my photo frame. I couldn’t control my emotions when I looked at my happy family photo.

“I terribly miss you Mom and Dad. I wish you were here with me” I whispered as I placed a kiss on the frame and held it tightly against my chest sobbing for a while.

Finally, I composed myself and put it inside my bag.

“It is time to leave Adie” I talked to myself as I stared at myself in the mirror.

I brushed my hair and made it into a French pleat. I washed my face with cold water and wiped away my face with a towel.

I wanted to bid goodbye to all of them. I so badly wanted to but I knew it will be not right.

Instead, I chose an old way. I took took piece of paper and a pen and began to write what I felt.

My dear friends,

By the time you all get this, I will be far away from you all. I know I couldn’t even bid a proper goodbye to all but I was really in a critical situation for which I needed to leave immediately without even informing you all. I know you all are already knowing a lot about me, but trust me the days which I spent here is the most beautiful and awesome days of my life. I never had a family who would care for me nor a proper friend who would help me in my difficulties but you all gave me all that just in this short period of time.

I don’t know if I would be ever coming back but I hope every for you all to get every happiness you all deserve. If we ever meet in the future, I hope you would always welcome me a warm hug and with a smile on your face because this is how Aderyn Brookes like greeting people. I will really miss you all and I can never forget you all ever in my life. I will be really missing you more Bell.

Aderyn

I gave it a reading and it looked more like a formal letter. But I didn’t have time to clarify the mistakes so I folded it and kept it on the night stand, under a photo frame where anyone could notice it easily.copy right hot novel pub